Are You There God?

Fr. Doug always said dogs were the closest to God because dog spelled backwards was God. If that is the case, Samba/God, what lesson are you trying to teach me by bleeding my bank account dry? I feed you the best possible food, buy you toys & treats, buy all the good supplements for you, love & take care of you, but yet I am to have a shorter amount of time with you than it was supposed to be, WHY? I'm not ready, you know that. I don't know that I will ever be honestly. I'm in love... Don't leave me! I love you...