Missing You

Today I read an article about how a dead Navy SEAL's beloved dog grieved for his owner at the funeral and it just made me cry. I wanted to reach out to you and hug you, but you weren't there.... I know everyone keeps telling me you're with me in spirit, but that's not what I want, Samba! I want you here, with me where I can hear you snore and feel how soft and warm you are. I want to hear you whine at me and paw me again. It's not fair baby...I miss you so much! I didn't get enough time with you. You should've lived to be old. It's really hard to be excited about marrying daddy when all I can think of is how you aren't here physically for me when I need you. I found some old pictures of you tonight...you were so cute and full of life! The life that I miss with you. I wish you were here babe...I love you.

Happy Birthday!

Hi little bud...HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I hope you got lots of ice cream in heaven. I sure miss you and wish that you were here for us to share ice cream and walks with. Love you!

2 Months

Samba it's been exactly two months since you left. These last few days were so painful. I miss you so much and I feel so alone even though I know I'm not. I wish you were here. I guess I am feeling extra stressed since Daddy isn't being very cooperative with the wedding details. It's certainly not helping me and it feels like I'll never get things done.