Today I read an article about how a dead Navy SEAL's beloved dog grieved for his owner at the funeral and it just made me cry. I wanted to reach out to you and hug you, but you weren't there.... I know everyone keeps telling me you're with me in spirit, but that's not what I want, Samba! I want you here, with me where I can hear you snore and feel how soft and warm you are. I want to hear you whine at me and paw me again. It's not fair baby...I miss you so much! I didn't get enough time with you. You should've lived to be old. It's really hard to be excited about marrying daddy when all I can think of is how you aren't here physically for me when I need you. I found some old pictures of you tonight...you were so cute and full of life! The life that I miss with you. I wish you were here babe...I love you.
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