Monday, November 28, 2011

It's a bit lonely here without you. I wish you were still here for me to snuggle with. I miss cuddling with you. 

I Love You

It's been almost six months Samba and I still miss you just as much. I am trying to move on, but am finding it hard to do so. I know no other dog will be you, but I can't help but compare each and every single one to you. I hurt so much and it's not your fault. I want you back so bad, but I know you're not coming back...that's the toughest part. I miss having you around. I miss hanging out with you. Life just isn't the same without you.  I know this beer isn't helping how I am feeling, but maybe I just needed a good cry. It's not fair Samba...Pele even outlived you. I still remember how you feel...I hope I never forget that. I only wish I could still feel you. I miss you buddy....I miss you a lot, probably more than you'll ever know. Or maybe you do.... I know you told Elaine that you weren't coming back for awhile. I wish it weren't so. Please lead me to another dog. I love you...

Saturday, November 19, 2011

Animal Communicator

You're probably saying "Mom, you didn't need someone else to tell you I'm still around" and you're right, I didn't. I knew you had been around since the day you left me physically. I can feel you around all the time, but since the reading I have not been able to feel you as well as I had before. Please don't leave just yet. I am not ready...I know you have other things to do before coming back to me, but I am not ready to let go yet. Please help me find a new friend first.

I'm glad you didn't suffer baby, but I wish you would've told me earlier since you knew, but I know you didn't want to worry me. You were the BEST dog ever and it's going to be really hard to find someone who can measure up to you. I hope you'll help me in that aspect. I love you baby, always will.... It's not fair that dogs live shorter lives than humans, but I am glad you were a part of my life.

P.S. Only five kids came for Halloween. You would've been disappointed.