I Love You

It's been almost six months Samba and I still miss you just as much. I am trying to move on, but am finding it hard to do so. I know no other dog will be you, but I can't help but compare each and every single one to you. I hurt so much and it's not your fault. I want you back so bad, but I know you're not coming back...that's the toughest part. I miss having you around. I miss hanging out with you. Life just isn't the same without you.  I know this beer isn't helping how I am feeling, but maybe I just needed a good cry. It's not fair Samba...Pele even outlived you. I still remember how you feel...I hope I never forget that. I only wish I could still feel you. I miss you buddy....I miss you a lot, probably more than you'll ever know. Or maybe you do.... I know you told Elaine that you weren't coming back for awhile. I wish it weren't so. Please lead me to another dog. I love you...