Hi baby bear...I still miss you! I hope you found Huey, he crossed over recently. I hope he found PJ too! Take care of each other, ok? Come by and visit too. Mummy is feeling pretty lonely lately. I am so angry and depressed. I wish you were still here...Linus is lovely, but he is not you. :'(

I Thought I Saw You....

Tonight I had Linus in the car for a ride to the fish club meeting. I've been training him to not put his paws up on the door and as I looked into my side mirror to watch him, I thought I saw you instead! Then that split moment went away and I realized that it wasn't you...it was Linus. I got a bit sad... I love Linus, but I still miss you most baby! I love and miss you Samba! There will never be another dog like you again :(

Loving Linus

It's taken me so long to love Linus. Each time I do I am reminded of you, Samba. I miss you so much! Each hug, smooch and care I give him reminds me of you...I loved you so much that I hope to love Linus just as much too. He's good for cuddles, which I need. When I am sad I miss you so much more...you were always my buddy! I love you Samba, always will!

Sleep

I still miss you tons buddy! :( Please tell your nephew to sleep in!

Love you baby!

1 Year

I can't believe it has been one year today... I miss you SO much! Linus is nothing like you. He's a bit of a brat! I love you baby...RIP I'll see you soon!

Nephew

Hi baby! I pick up your nephew at 1!

Samba, send me a sign that I am picking the right nephew of yours!

Samba... I miss you buddy! You are still oh so very close to my heart. Your nephew is coming soon, temperature permitting. I hope he is as wonderful as you were baby! Five years was not enough. I hope I get more this time around. Please tell him not to be scared. I love you!

Nieces/Nephews

Samba, your new nieces/nephews are SO cute! They remind me of you and make me cry every time I see them. Will you send me a sign if one of them is for me? I miss you so much!

Miss You...

Hi Samba...you have new nieces & nephews, but you knew that. :) They are SO cute & fat! They make me miss you so much! Cine helps some, but I really just miss having you around instead.

Cine

Hi Baby Bear,

I'm sure you know I got a foster peiby a week ago. I couldn't help but miss you even more. It's been almost nine months since you were gone. I can't believe it's been that long... Her name is ABLAR's Just Cine Loop, but I call her Cine. She's much bigger than you at around 21" tall and weighing in at 60 lbs! She's a sweetheart, but if you can baby....can you tell her to not be nervous when I leave and not to knock my plants over please!

Did you send her to me? I am having a hard time accepting her permanently into our household. Will you give me a sign that she is the one?

I love you and miss you so much! I hope Mia is keeping you company. Sounds like Curtis is joining you guys pretty soon there. :'(

I <3 you!

Miss you baby! I still think about you every day and miss you. I wish I could still hug you and see your cute tail wag. I hope Rainbow Bridge is all we expected it to be and you are having fun over there. Can't wait to see you again, love you!

Mummy

Xmas & NYE

I sure missed you this Christmas. It wasn't the same without you hanging out w/ us opening our presents. It wasn't the same decorating the tree without you or seeing you lay near it. I can't believe it was just a year ago that you were tired from partying with Chile, Velvet and their friends and wanted to go home and sleep. In just a few days it'll be exactly a year when I found out you were in renal failure, but I think you knew way long before I ever did. I miss your furry little noggin and our morning hugs, kisses and I love you's. I miss seeing that cute tail of yours wag when I give you a hug and talk to you. I miss feeling your back against me and how your fur feels against my skin. I wish you were still here Samba... I'm having a hard time wanting a new dog because I really don't want a new dog. I want you! But I can't have you... I'll never have you again and that really hurts. Tomorrow will be 7 months. :'(