Xmas & NYE

I sure missed you this Christmas. It wasn't the same without you hanging out w/ us opening our presents. It wasn't the same decorating the tree without you or seeing you lay near it. I can't believe it was just a year ago that you were tired from partying with Chile, Velvet and their friends and wanted to go home and sleep. In just a few days it'll be exactly a year when I found out you were in renal failure, but I think you knew way long before I ever did. I miss your furry little noggin and our morning hugs, kisses and I love you's. I miss seeing that cute tail of yours wag when I give you a hug and talk to you. I miss feeling your back against me and how your fur feels against my skin. I wish you were still here Samba... I'm having a hard time wanting a new dog because I really don't want a new dog. I want you! But I can't have you... I'll never have you again and that really hurts. Tomorrow will be 7 months. :'(